31 October, 18—
Elderby House
17 Queen Square, London
Dearest Isabele,
How happy I was to receive your last letter! It seems just as my spirits begin to dip, a letter from Derbyshire arrives to raise them up again. How good to hear that you have indeed found a new friend in Miss Schellden and that you are yet enjoying her company. To be sure, aside from Lord and Lady Atherton, it sounds as though she is the only tolerable society to be had. Never have I heard described so perfect a lady. As I have said before, her charms must be quite brilliant. What a pity your cousin has taken to making a spectacle of himself. I never expected that his head would be so turned. It is such a shame that his regard is not returned. Perhaps Miss Schellden has left a beau behind in Scotland. To be sure, I myself am eager to meet so agreeable a lady. Let us hope that her brother proves to be her equal in temperament. Knowing your sweet nature, I feel safe in saying Miss Schellden will soon bring you into her confidence and we may satisfy our curiosity over said mysterious brother.
Dearest friend, I cannot begin to express how much I appreciated your words of sympathy, which were indeed superb paired with chocolate. Your words concerning Lord Meriwether were especially comforting. In truth, I have encountered Lord Meriwether again, but it is likely best I begin my account from the last time I saw my cousin Andrew. So much seems to have transpired here in town these last weeks and regrettably none of it very pleasant.
You will surely recall from my last letter that most dreadful dinner with Andrew. Since that unsuccessful evening, Aunt Charlotte has continued to make her displeasure at my involvement in the affair quite acutely felt. I had assumed that she would forgive me given some time, but her ill humour seems only to have worsened with each passing week. As you know, I had once entertained hopes of obtaining some useful information from her concerning the mystery surrounding Andrew. Now, however, the merest hint of my presence elicits a disappointed glance or sigh, and the barest sound from my lips invites lectures on the proper behaviour for a lady. Such circumstances have made it quite impossible to extract any sort of information, useful or otherwise, from her.
I admit I initially was quite puzzled by the strength of her displeasure. I could not fathom why this incident would warrant such treatment when, by her standards, she has forgiven me far more grievous offences in half the time. Furthermore, as I was not permitted to utter two words together before being lectured, I found it next to impossible to inquire as to the reason I was being so punished. Nevertheless, I slowly began piecing together what information I could gather and eventually determined that my behaviour was blamed for Andrew’s lack of communication of any sort with Aunt Charlotte since that frightful evening. Upon first coming to this conclusion, I was exceedingly vexed. Andrew has been known to overreact, inheriting his ability for drama from his grandmother, but I always believed he possessed some sense of proportion. I would have let him sulk were it not for Aunt Charlotte. Considering her state and the fact that I was partly to blame, I saw nothing for it but to contact Andrew myself to explain circumstances and apologize for my behaviour. I reasoned that an apology from the supposed source of the estrangement would reopen relations between the two, though my pride did suffer a small pang having to do so.
However, and much to my annoyance, none of my correspondence received any acknowledgement. It seemed impossible that not a single in my series of letters, each with an increasing degree of apology and a variety of assurances, was effusive enough in my regret to appease Andrew. I had even in one letter pledged to remove myself from the house should he wish to visit! Therefore, since he would not communicate by written word, I decided that there was nothing left to do but speak to Andrew in person. By this stage, my failed efforts had roused my curiosity and my annoyance had gradually been replaced by bewilderment, for it seemed incredible that Andrew would behave like this.
That Andrew would never consent to speak to me of his own accord I thought a safe assumption, and so it was left to me to devise some method of meeting. After some reflection I decided that it was highly likely that the best place to find Andrew would be his club, as that is where he has always spent the majority of his time in town. I was certain that, was I to wait, he must venture out, and on that occasion I would intercept him and have a word. Therefore, this previous week I put my plan into action in hopes that a verbal apology would accomplish what a written one had not. I must also confess I hoped in the process to perhaps learn a scrap of truth about recent events.
Three days I spent loitering about the street belonging to Andrew’s club with not so much as a glimpse of the gentleman. My simple plan was turning out to be quite the disappointment. It seemed extraordinary that Andrew had not once exited or entered the building in that time. On the fourth day, dreading the prospect of yet more fruitless hours of waiting and further feeling my presence was beginning to appear suspicious, I decided more active measures were necessary.
As I stood there pondering what course to take who should appear but Lord Meriwether. So deep in thought was I that I did not notice his advance until he was nearly upon me. Consequently, as there was little opportunity left me to avoid the meeting, I attempted a pleasant smile and hoped for the best. In all truth, I was quite surprised to see him approach since I believed him to still be very upset with me. He offered an almost cordial if tad stiff greeting that I returned in what I can only hope were warm tones. When he inquired as to my purpose, I hesitated but a moment before explaining briefly what I had been doing in the street. It seemed pointless to concoct some artificial story, for I knew that any information I conveyed would soon reach Daniel’s ears and no tale I spun would fool him. I did try to keep any details to a minimum and said only that I was waiting for Andrew and wished to speak to him most urgently. Well, of course Lord Meriwether inquired further about the matter, and I elaborated that I must see Andrew in order to apologize for a matter in which I had spoken out of turn. My lord at this point grinned and stated he quite knew about my speaking out of turn. This jesting took me aback, and I wondered what had so altered his disposition since last I had encountered him. My lord then delivered a final shock to me by offering to lure Andrew out so that I might speak to him.
I could not believe my good fortune and immediately accepted Lord Meriwether’s generous offer, thanking him sincerely. After responding that he was most likely helping Daniel as well as myself, for he guessed that he was saving me from some scandalous action, my lord entered the club. Some few minutes later he exited and reported to me that Andrew had not been seen in several weeks and it was generally thought that he had left London. I was astonished. If I had suspected something before, it is nothing to what I fear is going on now. For Andrew to abandon his club! I cannot even fathom what would have caused him to take so drastic an action. I cannot think what he must do with his time if he is not at his club.
I was quite agitated upon hearing the news of Andrew, and Lord Meriwether apprehending my distress, attempted to calm and assure me. As we stood in the street making a spectacle of ourselves, Lady Beatrice joined us with her companion who I learned was Lady Rackham. At their arrival it became Lord Meriwether rather then I who was in need of calming. I have never seen my lord turn quite that red. Though were a lady to fawn over me in the manner in which Lady Rackham proceeded, I too might turn such a shade. Furthermore I fear I cannot say I was pleased to make Lady Rackham’s acquaintance nor she mine. Upon being introduced, that lady made a very badly veiled reference to the connections of my father.
I might have at the moment uttered something frightful in return, for you know me too well to think I could hold my tongue, but was saved by a most curious sight. For at that moment Lord Hawthorne exited the club and who should be by his side but Mr Forster. I think I must have gaped for Lord Meriwether inquired as to what had startled me. I excused myself immediately and set off down the street in time to see Lord Hawthorne and Mr Forster leave in a carriage together. It seems too much to think it a mere coincidence that those two should just happen to exit Andrew’s club. Furthermore, I think it a fair conclusion that they must have some close relationship, but how or why I cannot rightly say yet.
Your cousin’s description of Mr Forster paints a quite unassuming picture of the man, but he seems to prove himself to be just the opposite by his actions and society. Perhaps fortune will smile on us and Lord Atherton will have some insight.
In the meantime, I am still eagerly awaiting the arrival of my Cousin Benjamin. He will no doubt prove a less vexing distraction than this Carsely Mystery or Lord Meriwether. But I have gone on too long and am in need of more stories of the country. They seem the bright spot in all this muddle. Until them, I am,
Yours, &c.
Maria Westmore
Elderby House
17 Queen Square, London
Dearest Isabele,
How happy I was to receive your last letter! It seems just as my spirits begin to dip, a letter from Derbyshire arrives to raise them up again. How good to hear that you have indeed found a new friend in Miss Schellden and that you are yet enjoying her company. To be sure, aside from Lord and Lady Atherton, it sounds as though she is the only tolerable society to be had. Never have I heard described so perfect a lady. As I have said before, her charms must be quite brilliant. What a pity your cousin has taken to making a spectacle of himself. I never expected that his head would be so turned. It is such a shame that his regard is not returned. Perhaps Miss Schellden has left a beau behind in Scotland. To be sure, I myself am eager to meet so agreeable a lady. Let us hope that her brother proves to be her equal in temperament. Knowing your sweet nature, I feel safe in saying Miss Schellden will soon bring you into her confidence and we may satisfy our curiosity over said mysterious brother.
Dearest friend, I cannot begin to express how much I appreciated your words of sympathy, which were indeed superb paired with chocolate. Your words concerning Lord Meriwether were especially comforting. In truth, I have encountered Lord Meriwether again, but it is likely best I begin my account from the last time I saw my cousin Andrew. So much seems to have transpired here in town these last weeks and regrettably none of it very pleasant.
You will surely recall from my last letter that most dreadful dinner with Andrew. Since that unsuccessful evening, Aunt Charlotte has continued to make her displeasure at my involvement in the affair quite acutely felt. I had assumed that she would forgive me given some time, but her ill humour seems only to have worsened with each passing week. As you know, I had once entertained hopes of obtaining some useful information from her concerning the mystery surrounding Andrew. Now, however, the merest hint of my presence elicits a disappointed glance or sigh, and the barest sound from my lips invites lectures on the proper behaviour for a lady. Such circumstances have made it quite impossible to extract any sort of information, useful or otherwise, from her.
I admit I initially was quite puzzled by the strength of her displeasure. I could not fathom why this incident would warrant such treatment when, by her standards, she has forgiven me far more grievous offences in half the time. Furthermore, as I was not permitted to utter two words together before being lectured, I found it next to impossible to inquire as to the reason I was being so punished. Nevertheless, I slowly began piecing together what information I could gather and eventually determined that my behaviour was blamed for Andrew’s lack of communication of any sort with Aunt Charlotte since that frightful evening. Upon first coming to this conclusion, I was exceedingly vexed. Andrew has been known to overreact, inheriting his ability for drama from his grandmother, but I always believed he possessed some sense of proportion. I would have let him sulk were it not for Aunt Charlotte. Considering her state and the fact that I was partly to blame, I saw nothing for it but to contact Andrew myself to explain circumstances and apologize for my behaviour. I reasoned that an apology from the supposed source of the estrangement would reopen relations between the two, though my pride did suffer a small pang having to do so.
However, and much to my annoyance, none of my correspondence received any acknowledgement. It seemed impossible that not a single in my series of letters, each with an increasing degree of apology and a variety of assurances, was effusive enough in my regret to appease Andrew. I had even in one letter pledged to remove myself from the house should he wish to visit! Therefore, since he would not communicate by written word, I decided that there was nothing left to do but speak to Andrew in person. By this stage, my failed efforts had roused my curiosity and my annoyance had gradually been replaced by bewilderment, for it seemed incredible that Andrew would behave like this.
That Andrew would never consent to speak to me of his own accord I thought a safe assumption, and so it was left to me to devise some method of meeting. After some reflection I decided that it was highly likely that the best place to find Andrew would be his club, as that is where he has always spent the majority of his time in town. I was certain that, was I to wait, he must venture out, and on that occasion I would intercept him and have a word. Therefore, this previous week I put my plan into action in hopes that a verbal apology would accomplish what a written one had not. I must also confess I hoped in the process to perhaps learn a scrap of truth about recent events.
Three days I spent loitering about the street belonging to Andrew’s club with not so much as a glimpse of the gentleman. My simple plan was turning out to be quite the disappointment. It seemed extraordinary that Andrew had not once exited or entered the building in that time. On the fourth day, dreading the prospect of yet more fruitless hours of waiting and further feeling my presence was beginning to appear suspicious, I decided more active measures were necessary.
As I stood there pondering what course to take who should appear but Lord Meriwether. So deep in thought was I that I did not notice his advance until he was nearly upon me. Consequently, as there was little opportunity left me to avoid the meeting, I attempted a pleasant smile and hoped for the best. In all truth, I was quite surprised to see him approach since I believed him to still be very upset with me. He offered an almost cordial if tad stiff greeting that I returned in what I can only hope were warm tones. When he inquired as to my purpose, I hesitated but a moment before explaining briefly what I had been doing in the street. It seemed pointless to concoct some artificial story, for I knew that any information I conveyed would soon reach Daniel’s ears and no tale I spun would fool him. I did try to keep any details to a minimum and said only that I was waiting for Andrew and wished to speak to him most urgently. Well, of course Lord Meriwether inquired further about the matter, and I elaborated that I must see Andrew in order to apologize for a matter in which I had spoken out of turn. My lord at this point grinned and stated he quite knew about my speaking out of turn. This jesting took me aback, and I wondered what had so altered his disposition since last I had encountered him. My lord then delivered a final shock to me by offering to lure Andrew out so that I might speak to him.
I could not believe my good fortune and immediately accepted Lord Meriwether’s generous offer, thanking him sincerely. After responding that he was most likely helping Daniel as well as myself, for he guessed that he was saving me from some scandalous action, my lord entered the club. Some few minutes later he exited and reported to me that Andrew had not been seen in several weeks and it was generally thought that he had left London. I was astonished. If I had suspected something before, it is nothing to what I fear is going on now. For Andrew to abandon his club! I cannot even fathom what would have caused him to take so drastic an action. I cannot think what he must do with his time if he is not at his club.
I was quite agitated upon hearing the news of Andrew, and Lord Meriwether apprehending my distress, attempted to calm and assure me. As we stood in the street making a spectacle of ourselves, Lady Beatrice joined us with her companion who I learned was Lady Rackham. At their arrival it became Lord Meriwether rather then I who was in need of calming. I have never seen my lord turn quite that red. Though were a lady to fawn over me in the manner in which Lady Rackham proceeded, I too might turn such a shade. Furthermore I fear I cannot say I was pleased to make Lady Rackham’s acquaintance nor she mine. Upon being introduced, that lady made a very badly veiled reference to the connections of my father.
I might have at the moment uttered something frightful in return, for you know me too well to think I could hold my tongue, but was saved by a most curious sight. For at that moment Lord Hawthorne exited the club and who should be by his side but Mr Forster. I think I must have gaped for Lord Meriwether inquired as to what had startled me. I excused myself immediately and set off down the street in time to see Lord Hawthorne and Mr Forster leave in a carriage together. It seems too much to think it a mere coincidence that those two should just happen to exit Andrew’s club. Furthermore, I think it a fair conclusion that they must have some close relationship, but how or why I cannot rightly say yet.
Your cousin’s description of Mr Forster paints a quite unassuming picture of the man, but he seems to prove himself to be just the opposite by his actions and society. Perhaps fortune will smile on us and Lord Atherton will have some insight.
In the meantime, I am still eagerly awaiting the arrival of my Cousin Benjamin. He will no doubt prove a less vexing distraction than this Carsely Mystery or Lord Meriwether. But I have gone on too long and am in need of more stories of the country. They seem the bright spot in all this muddle. Until them, I am,
Yours, &c.
Maria Westmore
mend a pen
